I hope that one day I find someone.. and I’m not talking specifically about a significant other, here.. who can do what I’m doing right now.
Just sitting out on my deck alone, being a little cold, enjoying the dark overcast in silence.. having a deep appreciation for everything around me. My best friends are the ones I don’t have to talk to communicate with, but I have yet to find someone who is willing to take the time to just sit and let it sink in. If I could have someone who could just spend a long period of time in silence with me, who I could tell all these stupid philosophical, metaphorical, psychopathic thoughts to without them laughing in my face or feeling bored.. well.. I’m pretty sure that would be my ideal best friend.
Made an anime blog for myself on another account because fuck you.
But really, I’ll try to keep the obsessiveness off my main blog from now on. I’ll post the link after I get onto the computer to customize it and everything, for my followers who are into the same stuff. :P
So this evening I will be taking a break from EDM, considering I let #musicislife play about 40 times in a row while I was doing things around the house.
I’m dedicating the rest of the night to Dream Theater, the band that gave me my first true appreciation for music, the first metal concert I went to, and the only music other than trance that can bring me to another world.